The Fair has ended. On Sunday, the last day, the ferris wheel was all lit up at 10pm when I looked out of my bedroom window. The following morning at 6am it was gone. The crews must work all night dismantling the rides, and packing them up to go on to their next assignment. The field opposite my house, filled with cars and trucks over the weekend, is completely empty, the grass trampled, and bits of paper drifting here and there.
The most striking thing is the almost palpable quiet. The sense of peace that has descended is complete, and has a feeling of expansion to it, as though the bustle and noise of the Fair overwhelmed the senses, and now that it is gone, one can again see the views, hear the surf and allow the mind to wander wherever it wants.
Now that we are edging towards September, there is a slight chill in the air in the morning. Asters and Sedum are in bloom in the garden, reminding me to plant more next year. The birds' nests are empty, and there are flocks of birds gathering, ready to make their migrations, their family life behind them. Each season has its flavor, and autumn, to me, has a rosy golden glow, even though in this cool foggy part of the world we don't have much in the way of fall colors. When I was a child in England I loved the autumn best of all, even better than summer. I think I liked the changes, from leafy green, through all the tints of autumn to the bareness of winter, and I loved the crispness of the mornings. It was also the start of fox hunting season, a passion of my blood-thirsty youth, and one of those strange contradictions that humans are comfortable with, for I was also a passionate animal lover.
I still have that feeling of excitement in autumn, as though it is a beginning, not an ending. Maybe that's why I became a bulb grower, for this is the start of so many things - the blooming of the members of the Family Amaryllidaceae, the start of seed sowing, the stirring of the bulbs into growth. There is no visible sign yet on most of the dormant bulbs, but the dropping temperatures at night are nudging them awake, and soon they will produce shoots, and, with the autumn rains, they will burst into growth. We are promised an El Nino winter, something to be dreaded in this very wet, soggy valley, so preparations are being taken to protect the bulbs. We have been through it before. Here is a picture of the Ferndale Valley taken by my friend, Susan, about three or four winters ago. Telos Rare Bulbs is out there somewhere in the watery waste.
We survived.